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Friday, 14 November 2008

  • Prop 8 responsa

    At first the passing of Propisition 8 here in California left me disenchanted with my government and my nation. How could I be a loyal citizen to a government which denies me the basic rights of equality? Not just my government, but my neighbors, my fellow Californians, my friends, my enemies, people that I didnt even know were deciding what rights I was entitled to. And for what? Am I an enemy to my country? to my community? Are we not all equal sharers of the privileges guaranteed to us as citizens of a free government over free peoples? Yet I will not be denied because of prejudice. I will not subjugate myself to the beliefs of others. If Proposition 8 had failed whose rights would have been denied? Would people loose the right to marry, to love. To express themselves freely. Of course not. But with its passing a great part of the peoples of not only this state but this country loose their rights. These things cannot and will not stand. It is our responsibility to defend the freedoms for which so many have sacrificed. It is our responsibility to our nation to speak when there is injustice. To speak when there is a violation of liberty. It is incredibly ironic to see how those people that claim to defend American values and beliefs are often those the harm them most. Do we not all understand that by denying the rights of your fellow citizens you open the door for you own rights to be denied. It is easy now because you are a majority because your lives will be unaffectd but for how long?

    After everything is said and done, the setback of Proposition 8's passing may in the end have good. By denying these rights the gay community became unified and spoke out for its rights. And now all across our great nation people are speaking out. What had originally been an issue within a single state is fast becoming a national movement. How long before the supreme court of the land becomes involved? And to all those that are offended because of the protests and the rallies and to those that believe that the people have voted and we should all deal. Remember that what you are watching on the news is the most american of things, it is our democracy working at its best. A people speaking for their rights where it has been denied. Despite what your own personal moral leanings are there is nothing more American.

Wednesday, 12 November 2008

  • Thoughts on Homosexuality I: To be or not to be

    On the practice of homosexuality most opinions bounce between the “it’s a choice” and the “you’re born this way” attitudes . However both are extreme generalisms on opposite sides of an incredibly diverse spectrum. Both are far too broad in their scope to give an accurate depiction of the truth. For some individuals homosexual attraction is very much a choice and for others it is a more exclusive attraction. That said these are again to extremes which may fail to represent large segments of homosexual individuals. For reasons of length this is only a general summary and further elaboration will follow in time.

    Generally speaking the question of whether being gay is a choice or a matter of nature has had a polarizing effect on popular attitudes. Although there are exceptions as with all things the pervading opinion within the homosexual community is that persons are born inherently gay. Whatever their interests in the issue may be, whether religious or social, the opposing opinion is that homosexuality in itself is strictly a choice. (I do require clarification however as to whether or not people with this viewpoint on homosexuality believe that engaging in homosexual practices is a choice or whether homosexual attraction is a choice. If in the former than yes all homosexual activity can be classified as a choice, however than so can all heterosexual activity.) The problem is that when dealing with anything concerning human nature, especially human sexual nature nothing is pure arithmetic. There is no exact formula of a+b produces homosexual behavior and b+c= heterosexual activity. Rather we are sexually fluid beings. Sexuality is an aspect of our lives that is extremely volatile and changes at varied paces and for varied reasons.

    However as with every generalism there is a grain of truth. There are people that are exclusively gay. That have never had a “real” attraction to the opposite sex. At the same time there are those people that engage in homosexual activity but do not express an inherent attraction to the same sex. There are also those that engage in heterosexual activity and show no strong attraction to the opposite sex. For these individuals sexual activity is simply sexual behavior regardless of the sex of the partner. There are also the communities of bisexual and transgender individuals. A general, although not necessarily correct, assumption amongst the homosexual community is that a bisexual man is essentialy gay and a bisexual woman is essentialy straight. This idea may express the perceptions of certain homosexual individuals but clarification is needed on my part as to what the sentiments of bisexual individuals are. In time with enough interaction and dialogue I hope to understand this subject more fully. In regards to transgender individuals several questions arise on my part. Do transgender individuals that undergo complete gender reassignment surgery view their new sexual identity as the traditional male/female relationship or do they consider themselves members of the homosexual community? Any input on this question and on any subject pertaining to transgender issues would be greatly appreciated.

    Ultimately in everything that I am saying I ask that everyone and anyone as individuals look at homosexuality from a perspective that is not tainted by generalisms. That we all realize that in sexuality nothing is set in stone and that our engrained perspectives represent in a way ignorance and lack of understanding of one another. There is nothing set in stone and the attractions and desires of everyone is always in a state of flux. It is my honest belief that the term gay as covering all sexual behavior between two individuals of the same sex is a term that does no one any practical justice. It is my fervent hope that in time with full understanding that all of the labels we apply to one another and ourselves will reflect who we are accurately and with respect.

     

    *In time as I gain more understanding I will elaborate more on this issue…at the moment it is just a brief.

Friday, 07 November 2008

  • To some that voted yes on prop 8

    To everyone that voted yes on proposition 8. I understand that in this world there will always be things which we do not agree about. Things we wouldn’t agree about because of religion, because of race, because of education because of culture. But since I don not have the same beliefs as you should I do everything I can to supress you, to deny you, to subject you to what I believe? What I do not understand is how gay marriage would affect your lives in a direct way. Should I begin a petition to make legislation to ban marriage between a man and a woman just because I’m gay? It would seem outrageous but than again maybe it is outrageous because it doesn’t fit into your opinion of what is normal.

    Why is it that religion instead of being the source of knowledge and the source of understanding that it should be is often the champion of ignorance and foolishness. Do you people who pray in your churches and your synagogues and your wards not understand the things you read? Does’nt Christ say that by what measure you judge you will be judged? So you forbid two men or women from marrying because it would contradict the sanctity of marriage but how many in your churches are divorced? How many are that have had sex before marriage? How many that have affairs in secret and commit themselves to lusts in there hearts. You judge those outside of the church by beliefs which you yourselves do not follow. Tell me,will God not in His own time judge everyone but how much more will he judge a church that judged in his name while commiting the very things against which they were judging? First correct yourselves and hold accountable all the brothers within before you judge those without. Because when in judgement you put the burden of righteousness upon yourselves and when you are found wanting you do not only cause those being judged by you to lose faith in you but also in what you are judging by. And if not judged by man, than by God to whom nothing is secret and in whom all your doings are taken account.

    To the churches that gave money to the campaign, in particular the Mormons, a people confused, in the dark. How many millions were squandered on campaigns? How many millions did you give from your temples and from the pockets of the churches which you have built up for yourselves. Millions upon millions payed for commercials for lowly things of this world. Tell me now, how many are there in the world starving to death on the money which you could have used to feed them? To the Catholics how beautiful are the church’s and cathedrals you raise up and how wretched and impoverished are those that come pray within them. You churches swimming in wealth, it is held against you because while you amassed money and adorned yourselves, your churches, you let your brothers starve. You left them in the wilderness to freeze to death and starve and for what?So that you could fund a proposition for the sake of the appearance of righteousness. And this itself only one issue, How much more do you squander that is not within the sight of the people? Does the bible not say “Your heart will be where your treasure is”? If so than where is your heart when you have so much wealth? You eat of the fat of the earth and to your brothers you deny food. Be mindful that this too was the sin of Sodom and Gommorah. To the Mormons you who save up for yourselves here in this world. You that denied African-Americans the priesthood simply because of their color. You are a mockery and sign of foolish things. You claim the name of Christ yet you teach things contrary to what was taught by him. Again how much more will those be judged by Him that claimed His name and disregard it. The church is made up of its members and how those members act are how the church acts. So by saying “ you are contrary to God, and what you do is an abomination” you raise yourself up for judgement.

    To the African-Americans that voted yes because it is a violation of the sanctity of marriage. Where is marriage held sacred among you? You judge with your mouth and what does your music say to your ears? How many among you say it is wrong for two men or two women to be married yet at the same time blast that music about hitting that and letting her lick the wrapper. I suppose you are all speaking respectfully about your wives….right? Before you tell me about what makes a marriage sacred you yourselves should learn. And I have heard some say that the people have spoken and how the gay community should accept that. Tell me if your parents, grand parents, and great grand parents followed the same advice would I be riding in the front of the bus with you? Would you be in school with me.. Would you be married to whoever you fell in love with. Its sad to see how mercenary you are! As soon as you enter the door you seek to shut it to those that follow behind you.

    Speaking generally and to all, How does me having the right to marry the one I love infringe upon your rights?How does the state recognizing to people as married regardless of sex devalue your own marriages. If you count your marriage valuable only because you can marry and someone else cannot your marriage is worthless. A good marriage is two people mutually attached that are willing to spend their lives together as one. Willing to sorrow, to joy, to love, to lose, to gain together. To support one and the other in times of need and to build each other up. Marriage is far more than a piece of paper can ever be it is time for people to realize that true love is boundless. To the churches of which I have spoken, no one is telling you to accept homosexuality as being right. No one is telling you to teach it from your pulpits but you must learn that in this democracy there are those which do not and will not ever agree with you. This government cannot infringe upon you saying that the way you worship is contrary to the way things should be and likewise the church cannot and should not of its own accord use government to implement its will upon a nation of diversity. Remember always church’s just as Christ said “I am not of this world” you to should ensure that you are on the straight and narrow. God will recognize his own.

    MEC

Thursday, 30 October 2008

  • Halloween

    I woke up this morning and my left eye is blood red and hurts whenever light shines on it. I feel like a mutant..not a bad CHUD mutant but one of the Xmen variety. I only with my red eye [or pink eye I guess] came with some super human abilities but I'm still holding out hope. Anyway last night when  I was jogging I came to a epiphany about my life..It's really really boring. I dont really go out or do anything exciting, just school and what not. I hardly see my friends anymore and almost all my time is divided between my family and school work. And I'm actually content! I guess I don't always have to be out doing something to be happy. Maybe we use that as a distraction from actually being content with what we have in life. Not that I dont have a new respect for getting out and having fun its just not really a priority anymore.

    That said I think that for Halloween I'm taking my brother and sister out trick-or-treating spend the night at home munching on cand corn and watching scary movies.. Fun times

     

    MEC

Saturday, 25 October 2008

  • "Nothing takes the taste out of  peanut butter quite like unrequited love."

                     -Chalie Brown

     

    Okay. So every once and awhile I have this dream and you're there. And everything that's happened between us in the last few years flashes through my body in a sudden jolt. Its not the sharp pain of bitterness, or the cold touch of guilt, it's the dull ache of loss. That sinking feeling you feel deep inside your chest when you realize that nothing in your life is in your control anymore. The feeling when you've lost someone that was such a big part of your life and you realize that there is nothing in the world you can do to get them back. I used to feel that way everyday, every second, but now it's only a quick jolt in a dream when you trouble my sleep.

    I never thought that I would ever get to this point. The point where I could see my life without you in it. Where I could wake up without you on my mind or on my heart. I never thought that there would be a day where you wouldn't be an anchor tied around my neck dragging me deeper and deeper into the depths. I once thought that I loved you. I thought that I could never be without you yet here I am. I'm still living even though it was questionable for awhile there and for once in a very, very, long time I can say that I am content. I'm not waiting for the doors of my fate to be opened anymore, Im kicking them down with all my might.

    So its the right time to tear down the curtains and let the light of a new day flood in, golden and warm. It's time to throw the door open and let the fresh air rush in. Taking out the old stale smell. From now on I'm going to seize the day. No more waiting, no more wishing, no more hoping, now more wanting. Im going out there to make my life without you and I'm better for it. I hope from now on I can tell you everything in my life  honestly. Without emberassment or shyness. The truth in all its gory details.....

     

    Carpe Diem

    MEC   

     

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